痛苦的背面。从小学到中学，她一直是班干部,三好学生，高中毕业，她以优异的成绩考入一所重点大学，担任系学生会干部，大三时还入了党。大学最后一年，她参加全市应届毕业生洽谈会，与北京一家很有名的企业达成协议，接收她毕业后去工作。她满怀心喜，只等着七月份一毕业就去北京工作。可是，就在毕业前一个月，她经不住好友的再三请求，答应替她去参加英语考试。结果，那次替考被同学发现举报了。当时，学校刚换了一位新校长，正严抓校风,校纪，虽然系里老师再三为她说情开脱，最后她还是被处以开除学籍,勒令退学,并给以开除党籍,留党查看一年的处分。这样的结果，不仅是她本人，连学校的老师,同学都有些不忍接受。那段日子，她的痛苦，可想而知。家人怕她想不开自杀，请假轮流陪着她。男友闻讯从外地赶回来看她。男友非常爱她，知道她出事后，他也非常难过,痛苦。看到她现在这个样子，更令他担忧。他不知道用什么办法，才能安慰她，化解她心中的痛苦。一连三天，她不吃不喝，蒙头躺在床上。家人的安慰,劝解，她一句也听不进。到了晚上，男友过来，揭开她蒙在身上和脸上的被子，把一张写满了字的纸放到她眼前，说：我知道你现在非常痛苦，你也完全有理由痛苦，即使你有100个痛苦也不过份。你看，这张纸写的全是痛苦，有100个。我们打个赌，你把它一点点撕成碎片，我保证在10分钟内把它拼好。她看了看，接过来，一下一下，撕成碎片，扔在地上。不一会儿，地下就堆满了碎纸片。男友弯下身，一一拣拣起来，坐在一旁的写字台上，一块一块的拼。果然，用了不到10分钟，就拼好了。她看着那些刚刚被自己撕成碎片,现在竟又粘贴在一起的痛苦，十分惊讶，终于开口，说了第一句话：你是怎么拼好的？很简单。你看，男友把纸翻过来，只见纸的背面用红色彩笔写着一个硕大的快乐，两个字占满了一张纸。我在它的背面写下快乐两个大字，让它充满整个张纸。拼的时候翻过来，按照快乐的笔画拼，这样，一会儿就把它拼好了。亲爱的，无论何时，你要记住，痛苦的背面，就是快乐！中国的大学你读不了，可是，全世界，不止中国有大学呀！你不是一直想去美国留学吗？其实我也非常想去。我们做个比赛好吗？我们俩一起报考托福，一起申请去美国读书，看谁先通过？她已是泪流满面，扑进男友的怀抱，用力点点头。悟：痛苦是一个深渊，如果不能控制，只能是越陷越深。我们应该学会快乐，快乐是战胜自己的前提。
痛苦的背面。
The back of the pain.
痛苦的背面。
tòng kǔ de bēi miàn
The back of the pain.
痛苦 (tòng kǔ) pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]
痛 (tòng) ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly
苦 (kǔ) bitter/hardship/pain/to suffer/to bring suffering to
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
背面 (bēi miàn) the back/the reverse side/the wrong side
背 (bēi) to be burdened/to carry on the back or shoulder/the back of
面 (miàn) face/side/surface/aspect/top/classifier for flat surfaces
从小学到中学，她一直是班干部,三好学生，高中毕业，她以优异的成绩考入一所重点大学，担任系学生会干部，大三时还入了党。
From elementary school to middle school, she was always a class leader and a third-rate student. After graduating from high school, she was admitted to a major university with excellent grades and served as a cadre in the student council of the department, and joined the Party in her junior year.
从小学到中学，
cóng xiǎo xué dào zhōng xué
From elementary school to high school.
从小 (cóng xiǎo) from childhood/as a child
从 (cóng) from/through/via/to follow/to obey/to engage in (an
小 (xiǎo) small/tiny/few/young
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
到 (dào) to (a place)/until (a time)/up to/to go/to arrive/(verb
中学 (zhōng xué) middle school/CL:個|个[ge4]
中 (zhōng) within/among/in/middle/center/while (doing sth)/during
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
她一直是班干部,
tā yī zhí shì bān gān bù
She has been a class officer,
她 (tā) she
一直 (yī zhí) straight (in a straight line)/continuously/always/from the
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
直 (zhí) straight/to straighten/fair and reasonable/frank
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
班 (bān) team/class/squad/work shift/ranking/CL:個|个[ge4]/classifier
干部 (gān bù) cadre/official/officer/manager
干 (gān) to concern/to interfere/shield/stem
部 (bù) ministry/department/section/part/division/troops/board
三好学生，
sān hǎo xué shēng
Three good students.
三 (sān) three/3
好学 (hǎo xué) eager to study/studious/erudite
好 (hǎo) good/well/proper/good to/easy to/very/so/(suffix indicating
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
生 (shēng) to be born/to give birth/life/to grow/raw/uncooked/student
高中毕业，
gāo zhōng bì yè
Graduated from high school.
高中 (gāo zhōng) senior high school/abbr. for 高級中學|高级中学[gao1 ji2 zhong1
高 (gāo) high/tall/above average/loud/your (honorific)
中 (zhōng) within/among/in/middle/center/while (doing sth)/during
毕业 (bì yè) graduation/to graduate/to finish school
毕 (bì) the whole of/to finish/to complete/complete/full/finished
业 (yè) line of business/industry/occupation/job/employment/school
她以优异的成绩考入一所重点大学，
tā yǐ yōu yì de chéng jì kǎo rù yī suǒ chóng diǎn dà xué
She was admitted to a major university with excellent grades.
她 (tā) she
以 (yǐ) abbr. for Israel 以色列[Yi3 se4 lie4]/to use/by means of
优异 (yōu yì) exceptional/outstandingly good
优 (yōu) excellent/superior
异 (yì) different/other/hetero-/unusual/strange/surprising/to
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
成绩 (chéng jì) achievement/performance records/grades
成 (chéng) to succeed/to finish/to complete/to accomplish/to become/to
绩 (jì) to spin (hemp etc)/merit/accomplishment/Taiwan pr. [ji1]
考入 (kǎo rù) to pass entrance exam/to enter college after a competitive
考 (kǎo) to check/to verify/to test/to examine/to take an exam/to
入 (rù) to enter/to go into/to join/to become a member of/to
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
所 (suǒ) actually/place/classifier for houses small buildings
重点 (chóng diǎn) to recount (e.g. results of election)/to re-evaluate
重 (chóng) to repeat/repetition/again/re-/classifier: layer/heavy
点 (diǎn) point/dot/drop/speck/o'clock/point (in space or time)/to
大学 (dà xué) the Great Learning one of the Four Books 四書|四书[Si4 shu1] in
大 (dà) big/huge/large/major/great/wide/deep/older (than)/oldest
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
担任系学生会干部，
dān rén jì xué shēng huì gān bù
Served as an officer of the Departmental Student Council.
担任 (dān rén) to hold a governmental office or post/to assume office of
担 (dān) to undertake/to carry/to shoulder/to take responsibility
任 (rén) to assign/to appoint/to take up a post/office
系 (jì) system/department/faculty
学生会 (xué shēng huì) student union
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
生 (shēng) to be born/to give birth/life/to grow/raw/uncooked/student
会 (huì) can/to be possible/to be able to/will/to be likely to/to be
干部 (gān bù) cadre/official/officer/manager
干 (gān) to concern/to interfere/shield/stem
部 (bù) ministry/department/section/part/division/troops/board
大三时还入了党。
dà sān shí hái rù le dǎng
He also joined the party in his junior year.
大三 (dà sān) third-year university student
大 (dà) big/huge/large/major/great/wide/deep/older (than)/oldest
三 (sān) three/3
时 (shí) o'clock/time/when/hour/season/period
还 (hái) still/still in progress/still more/yet/even more/in
入 (rù) to enter/to go into/to join/to become a member of/to
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
党 (dǎng) party/association/club/society/CL:個|个[ge4]
大学最后一年，她参加全市应届毕业生洽谈会，与北京一家很有名的企业达成协议，接收她毕业后去工作。
In her last year of college, she participated in the city's fresh graduate fair and reached an agreement with a very famous company in Beijing to accept her to work after graduation.
大学最后一年，
dà xué zuì hòu yī nián
final year of university.
大学 (dà xué) the Great Learning one of the Four Books 四書|四书[Si4 shu1] in
大 (dà) big/huge/large/major/great/wide/deep/older (than)/oldest
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
最后 (zuì hòu) final/last/finally/ultimate
最 (zuì) most/the most/-est (superlative suffix)
后 (hòu) empress/queen
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
年 (nián) year/CL:個|个[ge4]
她参加全市应届毕业生洽谈会，
tā cān jiā quán shì yīng jiè bì yè shēng qià tán huì
She participated in the city's fresh graduate fair.
她 (tā) she
参加 (cān jiā) to participate/to take part/to join
参 (cān) to take part in/to participate/to join/to attend/to counsel
加 (jiā) to add/plus/(used after an adverb such as 不 大 稍 etc and
全市 (quán shì) whole city
全 (quán) all/whole/entire/every/complete
市 (shì) market/city/CL:個|个[ge4]
应届毕业生 (yīng jiè bì yè shēng) student graduating in the current year/recent graduate
应 (yīng) to agree (to do sth)/should/ought to/must/(legal) shall/to
届 (jiè) to arrive at (place or time)/period/to become due
毕 (bì) the whole of/to finish/to complete/complete/full/finished
业 (yè) line of business/industry/occupation/job/employment/school
生 (shēng) to be born/to give birth/life/to grow/raw/uncooked/student
洽谈 (qià tán) to discuss
洽 (qià) accord/to make contact/to agree/to consult with/extensive
谈 (tán) to speak/to talk/to converse/to chat/to discuss
会 (huì) can/to be possible/to be able to/will/to be likely to/to be
与北京一家很有名的企业达成协议，
yǔ běi jīng yī jiā hěn yǒu míng de qǐ yè dá chéng xié yì
An agreement was reached with a very famous company in Beijing.
与 (yǔ) and/to give/together with/to take part in
北京 (běi jīng) Beijing capital of People's Republic of China/Peking/PRC
北 (běi) north/to be defeated (classical)
京 (jīng) capital city of a country/big/algebraic term for a large
一家 (yī jiā) the whole family/the same family/the family ... (when
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
家 (jiā) home/family/(polite) my (sister uncle etc)/classifier for
很 (hěn) (adverb of degree)/quite/very/awfully
有名 (yǒu míng) famous/well-known
有 (yǒu) to have/there is/there are/to exist/to be
名 (míng) name/noun (part of speech)/place (e.g. among winners)
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
企业 (qǐ yè) company/firm/enterprise/corporation/CL:家[jia1]
企 (qǐ) to plan a project/to stand on tiptoe/Taiwan pr. [qi4]/abbr.
业 (yè) line of business/industry/occupation/job/employment/school
达成协议 (dá chéng xié yì) to reach agreement
达 (dá) to attain/to reach/to amount to/to communicate/eminent
成 (chéng) to succeed/to finish/to complete/to accomplish/to become/to
协 (xié) to cooperate/to harmonize/to help/to assist/to join
议 (yì) to comment on/to discuss/to suggest
接收她毕业后去工作。
jiē shōu tā bì yè hòu qù gōng zuō
Receive her to work after graduation.
接收 (jiē shōu) reception (of transmitted signal)/to receive/to accept/to
接 (jiē) to receive/to answer (the phone)/to meet or welcome sb/to
收 (shōu) to receive/to accept/to collect/to put away/to restrain/to
她 (tā) she
毕业 (bì yè) graduation/to graduate/to finish school
毕 (bì) the whole of/to finish/to complete/complete/full/finished
业 (yè) line of business/industry/occupation/job/employment/school
后 (hòu) empress/queen
去 (qù) to go/to go to (a place)/(of a time etc) last/just passed
工作 (gōng zuō) to work/(of a machine) to operate/job/work/task
工 (gōng) work/worker/skill/profession/trade/craft/labor
作 (zuō) worker/workshop/(slang) troublesome/high-maintenance
她满怀心喜，只等着七月份一毕业就去北京工作。
She is full of joy and is just waiting to go to Beijing to work as soon as she graduates in July.
她满怀心喜，
tā mǎn huái xīn xǐ
She was filled with joy.
她 (tā) she
满怀 (mǎn huái) to have one's heart filled with/(to collide) full on/(of
满 (mǎn) Manchu ethnic group/to fill/full/filled/packed/fully
怀 (huái) bosom/heart/mind/to think of/to harbor in one's mind/to
心 (xīn) heart/mind/intention/center/core/CL:顆|颗[ke1]個|个[ge4]
喜 (xǐ) to be fond of/to like/to enjoy/to be happy/to feel pleased
只等着七月份一毕业就去北京工作。
zhī děng zhāo qī yuè fèn yī bì yè jiù qù běi jīng gōng zuō
I'm just waiting to go to Beijing to work as soon as I graduate in July.
只 (zhī) only/merely/just/but
等 (děng) class/rank/grade/equal to/same as/to wait for/to await/et
着 (zhāo) (chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/to touch/to
七月份 (qī yuè fèn) July
七 (qī) seven/7
月 (yuè) moon/month/monthly/CL:個|个[ge4]輪|轮[lun2]
份 (fèn) null
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
毕业 (bì yè) graduation/to graduate/to finish school
毕 (bì) the whole of/to finish/to complete/complete/full/finished
业 (yè) line of business/industry/occupation/job/employment/school
就 (jiù) at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already
去 (qù) to go/to go to (a place)/(of a time etc) last/just passed
北京 (běi jīng) Beijing capital of People's Republic of China/Peking/PRC
北 (běi) north/to be defeated (classical)
京 (jīng) capital city of a country/big/algebraic term for a large
工作 (gōng zuō) to work/(of a machine) to operate/job/work/task
工 (gōng) work/worker/skill/profession/trade/craft/labor
作 (zuō) worker/workshop/(slang) troublesome/high-maintenance
可是，就在毕业前一个月，她经不住好友的再三请求，答应替她去参加英语考试。
However, just a month before graduation, she couldn't resist her best friend's repeated requests and agreed to take the English exam for her.
可是，
kě shì
But.
可是 (kě shì) but/however/(used for emphasis) indeed
可 (kě) can/may/able to/to approve/to permit/to suit/(particle used
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
就在毕业前一个月，
jiù zài bì yè qián yī gě yuè
Just a month before graduation, the
就 (jiù) at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already
在 (zài) (located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth
毕业 (bì yè) graduation/to graduate/to finish school
毕 (bì) the whole of/to finish/to complete/complete/full/finished
业 (yè) line of business/industry/occupation/job/employment/school
前 (qián) front/forward/ahead/first/top (followed by a number)/future
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
个 (gě) individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects
月 (yuè) moon/month/monthly/CL:個|个[ge4]輪|轮[lun2]
她经不住好友的再三请求，
tā jīng bù zhù hǎo yǒu de zài sān qǐng qiú
She couldn't resist her best friend's repeated requests.
她 (tā) she
经不住 (jīng bù zhù) to be unable to bear
经 (jīng) classics/sacred book/scripture/to pass through/to undergo
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
住 (zhù) to live/to dwell/to stay/to reside/to stop/(suffix
好友 (hǎo yǒu) close friend/pal/(social networking website) friend
好 (hǎo) good/well/proper/good to/easy to/very/so/(suffix indicating
友 (yǒu) friend
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
再三 (zài sān) over and over again/again and again
再 (zài) again/once more/re-/second/another/then (after sth and not
三 (sān) three/3
请求 (qǐng qiú) to request/to ask/request/CL:個|个[ge4]
请 (qǐng) to ask/to invite/please (do sth)/to treat (to a meal etc)
求 (qiú) to seek/to look for/to request/to demand/to beseech
答应替她去参加英语考试。
dā yīng tì tā qù cān jiā yīng yǔ kǎo shì
Promised to take her English exam for her.
答应 (dā yīng) to answer/to respond/to answer positively/to agree/to
答 (dā) to answer/to agree/reply/answer/return/respond/echo
应 (yīng) to agree (to do sth)/should/ought to/must/(legal) shall/to
替 (tì) to substitute for/to take the place of/to replace/for/on
她 (tā) she
去 (qù) to go/to go to (a place)/(of a time etc) last/just passed
参加 (cān jiā) to participate/to take part/to join
参 (cān) to take part in/to participate/to join/to attend/to counsel
加 (jiā) to add/plus/(used after an adverb such as 不 大 稍 etc and
英语 (yīng yǔ) English (language)
英 (yīng) United Kingdom/British/England/English/abbr. for
语 (yǔ) dialect/language/speech/to tell to
考试 (kǎo shì) to take an exam/exam/CL:次[ci4]
考 (kǎo) to check/to verify/to test/to examine/to take an exam/to
试 (shì) to test/to try/experiment/examination/test
结果，那次替考被同学发现举报了。
As a result, that substitute exam was reported by a classmate who found it.
结果，
jiē guǒ
Results.
结果 (jiē guǒ) to bear fruit/CL:個|个[ge4]/outcome/result/conclusion/in the
结 (jiē) (of a plant) to produce (fruit or seeds)/Taiwan pr. [jie2]
果 (guǒ) fruit/result/resolute/indeed/if really
那次替考被同学发现举报了。
nā cì tì kǎo bèi tóng xué fā xiàn jǔ bào le
That substitution was reported by a classmate who found it.
那 (nā) that/those/then (in that case)/commonly pr. [nei4] before a
次 (cì) next in sequence/second/the second (day time etc)/secondary
替 (tì) to substitute for/to take the place of/to replace/for/on
考 (kǎo) to check/to verify/to test/to examine/to take an exam/to
被 (bèi) quilt/by/(indicates passive-voice clauses)/(literary) to
同学 (tóng xué) to study at the same school/fellow student/classmate
同 (tóng) like/same/similar/together/alike/with
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
发现 (fā xiàn) to find/to discover
发 (fā) to send out/to show (one's feeling)/to issue/to develop/to
现 (xiàn) to appear/present/now/existing/current
举报 (jǔ bào) to report (malefactors to the police)/to denounce
举 (jǔ) to lift/to hold up/to cite/to enumerate/to act/to raise/to
报 (bào) to announce/to inform/report/newspaper/recompense/revenge
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
当时，学校刚换了一位新校长，正严抓校风,校纪，虽然系里老师再三为她说情开脱，最后她还是被处以开除学籍,勒令退学,并给以开除党籍,留党查看一年的处分。
At that time, the school just replaced a new principal, is strictly grasp the school style, school discipline, although the department teachers repeatedly for her to excuse, she was finally expelled from school, ordered to withdraw from school, and given expulsion from the party, stay in the party to see a year of punishment.
当时，
dāng shí
At that time, the
当时 (dāng shí) then/at that time/while/at once/right away
当 (dāng) (onom.) dong/ding dong (bell)/to be/to act as/manage
时 (shí) o'clock/time/when/hour/season/period
学校刚换了一位新校长，
xué jiào gāng huàn le yī wèi xīn jiào cháng
The school just got a new principal.
学校 (xué jiào) school/CL:所[suo3]
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
校 (jiào) to proofread/to check/to compare/school/military officer
刚 (gāng) hard/firm/strong/just/barely/exactly
换 (huàn) to exchange/to change (clothes etc)/to substitute/to switch
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
位 (wèi) position/location/place/seat/classifier for people
新 (xīn) new/newly/meso- (chemistry)
校长 (jiào cháng) (college university) president/headmaster
校 (jiào) to proofread/to check/to compare/school/military officer
长 (cháng) length/long/forever/always/constantly/chief/head/elder/to
正严抓校风,
zhēng yán zhuā jiào fēng
We are strictly monitoring the school culture,
正 (zhēng) first month of the lunar year/straight/upright/proper/main
严 (yán) tight (closely sealed)/stern/strict/rigorous/severe/father
抓 (zhuā) to grab/to catch/to arrest/to snatch/to scratch
校风 (jiào fēng) the tone of a school/campus atmosphere
校 (jiào) to proofread/to check/to compare/school/military officer
风 (fēng) wind/news/style/custom/manner/CL:陣|阵[zhen4]絲|丝[si1]
校纪，
jiào jǐ
school discipline.
校 (jiào) to proofread/to check/to compare/school/military officer
纪 (jǐ) order/discipline/age/era/period/to chronicle
虽然系里老师再三为她说情开脱，
suī rán jì lǐ lǎo shī zài sān wéi tā shuì qíng kāi tuō
Although the teachers in the department have repeatedly excused her.
虽然 (suī rán) although/even though/even if
虽 (suī) although/even though
然 (rán) correct/right/so/thus/like this/-ly
系 (jì) system/department/faculty
里 (lǐ) li ancient measure of length approx. 500 m/neighborhood
老师 (lǎo shī) teacher/CL:個|个[ge4]位[wei4]
老 (lǎo) null
师 (shī) teacher/master/expert/model/army division/(old) troops/to
再三 (zài sān) over and over again/again and again
再 (zài) again/once more/re-/second/another/then (after sth and not
三 (sān) three/3
为 (wéi) as (in the capacity of)/to take sth as/to act as/to serve
她 (tā) she
说情 (shuì qíng) to intercede/to plead for sb else
说 (shuì) to persuade/to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off
情 (qíng) feeling/emotion/passion/situation
开脱 (kāi tuō) to exculpate/to absolve/to exonerate
开 (kāi) to open/to start/to turn on/to boil/to write out (a
脱 (tuō) to shed/to take off/to escape/to get away from
最后她还是被处以开除学籍,
zuì hòu tā hái shì bèi chǔ yǐ kāi chú xué jí
In the end, she was expelled from school,
最后 (zuì hòu) final/last/finally/ultimate
最 (zuì) most/the most/-est (superlative suffix)
后 (hòu) empress/queen
她 (tā) she
还是 (hái shì) or/still/nevertheless/had better
还 (hái) still/still in progress/still more/yet/even more/in
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
被 (bèi) quilt/by/(indicates passive-voice clauses)/(literary) to
处 (chǔ) to reside/to live/to dwell/to be in/to be situated at/to
以 (yǐ) abbr. for Israel 以色列[Yi3 se4 lie4]/to use/by means of
开除学籍 (kāi chú xué jí) to expel from school
开 (kāi) to open/to start/to turn on/to boil/to write out (a
除 (chú) to get rid of/to remove/to exclude/to eliminate/to wipe out
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
籍 (jí) book or record/registry/roll/place of one's family or
勒令退学,
lè líng tuì xué
Withdrawal from school,
勒令 (lè líng) to order/to force
勒 (lè) to rein in/to compel/to force/to carve/to engrave
令 (líng) see 令狐[Ling2 hu2]/see 脊令[ji2 ling2]/classifier for a ream
退学 (tuì xué) to quit school
退 (tuì) to retreat/to decline/to move back/to withdraw
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
并给以开除党籍,
bīng gěi yǐ kāi chú dǎng jí
And give expulsion from the party,
并 (bīng) and/furthermore/also/together with/(not) at all
给以 (gěi yǐ) to give/to grant
给 (gěi) to/for/for the benefit of/to give/to allow/to do sth (for
以 (yǐ) abbr. for Israel 以色列[Yi3 se4 lie4]/to use/by means of
开除党籍 (kāi chú dǎng jí) to expel from the Party
开 (kāi) to open/to start/to turn on/to boil/to write out (a
除 (chú) to get rid of/to remove/to exclude/to eliminate/to wipe out
党 (dǎng) party/association/club/society/CL:個|个[ge4]
籍 (jí) book or record/registry/roll/place of one's family or
留党查看一年的处分。
liú dǎng chá kān yī nián de chǔ fēn
The disciplinary punishment of one year's detention in the Party.
留 (liú) to leave (a message etc)/to retain/to stay/to remain/to
党 (dǎng) party/association/club/society/CL:個|个[ge4]
查看 (chá kān) to look over/to examine/to check up/to ferret out
查 (chá) to research/to check/to investigate/to examine/to refer to
看 (kān) to look after/to take care of/to watch/to guard/to see/to
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
年 (nián) year/CL:個|个[ge4]
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
处分 (chǔ fēn) to discipline sb/to punish/disciplinary action/to deal with
处 (chǔ) to reside/to live/to dwell/to be in/to be situated at/to
分 (fēn) to divide/to separate/to distribute/to allocate/to
这样的结果，不仅是她本人，连学校的老师,同学都有些不忍接受。
Such a result is not only for her, but also for the teachers and students of the school.
这样的结果，
zhè yàng de jiē guǒ
The result of such a
这样 (zhè yàng) this kind of/so/this way/like this/such
这 (zhè) this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier esp.
样 (yàng) manner/pattern/way/appearance/shape/classifier: kind type
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
结果 (jiē guǒ) to bear fruit/CL:個|个[ge4]/outcome/result/conclusion/in the
结 (jiē) (of a plant) to produce (fruit or seeds)/Taiwan pr. [jie2]
果 (guǒ) fruit/result/resolute/indeed/if really
不仅是她本人，
bù jǐn shì tā běn rén
Not only herself.
不仅 (bù jǐn) not only (this one)/not just (...) but also
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
仅 (jǐn) barely/only/merely
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
她 (tā) she
本人 (běn rén) the person himself/I (humble form used in speeches)/oneself
本 (běn) root/stem/origin/source/this/the current/original/inherent
人 (rén) man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4]位[wei4]
连学校的老师,
lián xué jiào de lǎo shī
Even the teachers of the school,
连 (lián) to link/to join/to connect/continuously/in succession
学校 (xué jiào) school/CL:所[suo3]
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
校 (jiào) to proofread/to check/to compare/school/military officer
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
老师 (lǎo shī) teacher/CL:個|个[ge4]位[wei4]
老 (lǎo) null
师 (shī) teacher/master/expert/model/army division/(old) troops/to
同学都有些不忍接受。
tóng xué dōu yǒu xiē bù rěn jiē shòu
The classmates were a little uncomfortable with it.
同学 (tóng xué) to study at the same school/fellow student/classmate
同 (tóng) like/same/similar/together/alike/with
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
都 (dōu) all/both/entirely/(used for emphasis) even/already/(not) at
有些 (yǒu xiē) some/somewhat
有 (yǒu) to have/there is/there are/to exist/to be
些 (xiē) classifier indicating a small amount or small number
不忍 (bù rěn) cannot bear to/disturbed
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
忍 (rěn) to bear/to endure/to tolerate/to restrain oneself
接受 (jiē shòu) to accept/to receive
接 (jiē) to receive/to answer (the phone)/to meet or welcome sb/to
受 (shòu) to receive/to accept/to suffer/subjected to/to bear/to
那段日子，她的痛苦，可想而知。
The pain she felt during those days was palpable.
那段日子，
nā duàn rì zǐ
Those days.
那 (nā) that/those/then (in that case)/commonly pr. [nei4] before a
段 (duàn) paragraph/section/segment/stage (of a process)/classifier
日子 (rì zǐ) day/a (calendar) date/days of one's life
日 (rì) abbr. for 日本[Ri4 ben3] Japan/sun/day/date day of the month
子 (zǐ) son/child/seed/egg/small thing/1st earthly branch: 11
她的痛苦，
tā de tòng kǔ
her pain.
她 (tā) she
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
痛苦 (tòng kǔ) pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]
痛 (tòng) ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly
苦 (kǔ) bitter/hardship/pain/to suffer/to bring suffering to
可想而知。
kě xiǎng ér zhī
Predictable.
可想而知 (kě xiǎng ér zhī) it is obvious that.../as one can well imagine...
可 (kě) can/may/able to/to approve/to permit/to suit/(particle used
想 (xiǎng) to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss
而 (ér) and/as well as/and so/but (not)/yet (not)/(indicates causal
知 (zhī) to know/to be aware
家人怕她想不开自杀，请假轮流陪着她。
The family was afraid that she would not be able to commit suicide and took time off work to stay with her.
家人怕她想不开自杀，
jiā rén pà tā xiǎng bù kāi zì shā
The family was afraid that she would not want to commit suicide.
家人 (jiā rén) household/(one's) family
家 (jiā) home/family/(polite) my (sister uncle etc)/classifier for
人 (rén) man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4]位[wei4]
怕 (pà) to be afraid/to fear/to dread/to be unable to endure
她 (tā) she
想不开 (xiǎng bù kāi) cannot figure out/to be unable to take a lighter view/to
想 (xiǎng) to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
开 (kāi) to open/to start/to turn on/to boil/to write out (a
自杀 (zì shā) to kill oneself/to commit suicide/to attempt suicide
自 (zì) self/oneself/from/since/naturally/surely
杀 (shā) to kill/to murder/to attack/to weaken or reduce/to smart
请假轮流陪着她。
qǐng jiǎ lún liú péi zhāo tā
Take time off work to take turns with her.
请假 (qǐng jiǎ) to request leave of absence
请 (qǐng) to ask/to invite/please (do sth)/to treat (to a meal etc)
假 (jiǎ) see 假掰[gei1 bai1]/fake/false/artificial/to borrow/if
轮流 (lún liú) to alternate/to take turns
轮 (lún) wheel/disk/ring/steamship/to take turns/to rotate/by turn
流 (liú) to flow/to disseminate/to circulate or spread/to move or
陪着她 --not found--
着 (zhāo) (chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/to touch/to
她 (tā) she
男友闻讯从外地赶回来看她。
The boyfriend heard the news and came back from out of town to see her.
男友闻讯从外地赶回来看她。
nán yǒu wén xùn cóng wài de gǎn huí lái kān tā
The boyfriend heard the news and came back from out of town to see her.
男友 (nán yǒu) boyfriend
男 (nán) male/Baron lowest of five orders of nobility 五等爵位[wu3 deng3
友 (yǒu) friend
闻讯 (wén xùn) to receive news (of)
闻 (wén) to hear/news/well-known/famous/reputation/fame/to smell/to
讯 (xùn) to question/to ask/to interrogate/rapid/speedy/fast/news
从 (cóng) from/through/via/to follow/to obey/to engage in (an
外地 (wài de) parts of the country other than where one is
外 (wài) outside/in addition/foreign/external
地 (de) -ly/structural particle: used before a verb or adjective
赶 (gǎn) to overtake/to catch up with/to hurry/to rush/to try to
回来 (huí lái) to return/to come back
回 (huí) to circle/to go back/to turn around/to answer/to return/to
来 (lái) to come/to arrive/to come round/ever since/next
看 (kān) to look after/to take care of/to watch/to guard/to see/to
她 (tā) she
男友非常爱她，知道她出事后，他也非常难过,痛苦。
My boyfriend loved her very much and was very sad and distressed when he found out about her accident.
男友非常爱她，
nán yǒu fēi cháng ài tā
The boyfriend loves her very much and
男友 (nán yǒu) boyfriend
男 (nán) male/Baron lowest of five orders of nobility 五等爵位[wu3 deng3
友 (yǒu) friend
非常 (fēi cháng) very/very much/unusual/extraordinary
非 (fēi) abbr. for 非洲[Fei1 zhou1] Africa/to not be/not/wrong
常 (cháng) always/ever/often/frequently/common/general/constant
爱 (ài) to love/to be fond of/to like/affection/to be inclined (to
她 (tā) she
知道她出事后，
zhī dào tā chū shì hòu
Knowing that something had happened to her, the
知道 (zhī dào) to know/to become aware of/also pr. [zhi1 dao5]
知 (zhī) to know/to be aware
道 (dào) road/path/CL:條|条[tiao2]股[gu3]/principle/truth/morality
她 (tā) she
出事 (chū shì) to have an accident/to meet with a mishap
出 (chū) to go out/to come out/to occur/to produce/to go beyond/to
事 (shì) matter/thing/item/work/affair
后 (hòu) empress/queen
他也非常难过,
tā yě fēi cháng nán guō
He was also very sad,
他 (tā) he or him/(used for either sex when the sex is unknown or
也 (yě) also/too/(in Classical Chinese) final particle implying
非常 (fēi cháng) very/very much/unusual/extraordinary
非 (fēi) abbr. for 非洲[Fei1 zhou1] Africa/to not be/not/wrong
常 (cháng) always/ever/often/frequently/common/general/constant
难过 (nán guō) to feel sad/to feel unwell/(of life) to be difficult
难 (nán) difficult (to...)/problem/difficulty/difficult/not good
过 (guō) to cross/to go over/to pass (time)/to celebrate (a holiday)
痛苦。
tòng kǔ
Pain.
痛苦 (tòng kǔ) pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]
痛 (tòng) ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly
苦 (kǔ) bitter/hardship/pain/to suffer/to bring suffering to
看到她现在这个样子，更令他担忧。
Seeing her in this state now worries him even more.
看到她现在这个样子，
kān dào tā xiàn zài zhè gě yàng zǐ
Seeing her now in this state
看 (kān) to look after/to take care of/to watch/to guard/to see/to
到 (dào) to (a place)/until (a time)/up to/to go/to arrive/(verb
她 (tā) she
现在 (xiàn zài) now/at present/at the moment/modern/current/nowadays
现 (xiàn) to appear/present/now/existing/current
在 (zài) (located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth
这个 (zhè gě) this/this one
这 (zhè) this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier esp.
个 (gě) individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects
样子 (yàng zǐ) appearance/manner/pattern/model
样 (yàng) manner/pattern/way/appearance/shape/classifier: kind type
子 (zǐ) son/child/seed/egg/small thing/1st earthly branch: 11
更令他担忧。
gēng líng tā dān yōu
It worries him even more.
更 (gēng) to change or replace/to experience/one of the five two-hour
令 (líng) see 令狐[Ling2 hu2]/see 脊令[ji2 ling2]/classifier for a ream
他 (tā) he or him/(used for either sex when the sex is unknown or
担忧 (dān yōu) to worry/to be concerned
担 (dān) to undertake/to carry/to shoulder/to take responsibility
忧 (yōu) to worry/to concern oneself with/worried/anxiety/sorrow
他不知道用什么办法，才能安慰她，化解她心中的痛苦。
He didn't know what he could do to comfort her and dissolve the pain in her heart.
他不知道用什么办法，
tā bù zhī dào yòng shén me bàn fǎ
He didn't know what to do with
他 (tā) he or him/(used for either sex when the sex is unknown or
不知 (bù zhī) not to know/unaware/unknowingly/fig. not to admit (defeat
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
知 (zhī) to know/to be aware
道 (dào) road/path/CL:條|条[tiao2]股[gu3]/principle/truth/morality
用 (yòng) to use/to employ/to have to/to eat or drink/expense or
什么 (shén me) what?/something/anything
什 (shén) what/ten (used in fractions writing checks etc)/assorted
么 (me) exclamatory final particle/interrogative final particle
办法 (bàn fǎ) means/method/way (of doing sth)/CL:條|条[tiao2]個|个[ge4]
办 (bàn) to do/to manage/to handle/to go about/to run/to set up/to
法 (fǎ) France/French/abbr. for 法國|法国[Fa3 guo2]/Taiwan pr. [Fa4]
才能安慰她，
cái néng ān wèi tā
to comfort her.
才能 (cái néng) talent/ability/capacity
才 (cái) ability/talent/sb of a certain type/a capable individual
能 (néng) can/to be able to/might possibly/ability/(physics) energy
安慰 (ān wèi) to comfort/to console/CL:個|个[ge4]
安 (ān) content/calm/still/quiet/safe/secure/in good health/to find
慰 (wèi) to comfort/to console/to reassure
她 (tā) she
化解她心中的痛苦。
huà jiě tā xīn zhōng de tòng kǔ
Dissolve the pain in her heart.
化解 (huà jiě) to dissolve/to resolve (contradictions)/to dispel (doubts)
化 (huà) to make into/to change into/-ization/to ... -ize/to
解 (jiě) to divide/to break up/to split/to separate/to dissolve/to
她 (tā) she
心中 (xīn zhōng) central point/in one's thoughts/in one's heart
心 (xīn) heart/mind/intention/center/core/CL:顆|颗[ke1]個|个[ge4]
中 (zhōng) within/among/in/middle/center/while (doing sth)/during
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
痛苦 (tòng kǔ) pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]
痛 (tòng) ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly
苦 (kǔ) bitter/hardship/pain/to suffer/to bring suffering to
一连三天，她不吃不喝，蒙头躺在床上。
For three days in a row, she did not eat or drink, lying in bed with her head covered.
一连三天，
yī lián sān tiān
For three days in a row.
一连 (yī lián) in a row/in succession/running
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
连 (lián) to link/to join/to connect/continuously/in succession
三 (sān) three/3
天 (tiān) day/sky/heaven
她不吃不喝，
tā bù chī bù hē
She doesn't eat or drink.
她 (tā) she
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
吃 (chī) to eat/to consume/to eat at (a cafeteria etc)/to eradicate
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
喝 (hē) to drink/My goodness!/to shout loudly
蒙头躺在床上。
mēng tóu tǎng zài chuáng shǎng
Lie on the bed with your head covered.
蒙 (mēng) Mongol ethnic group/abbr. for Mongolia 蒙古國|蒙古国[Meng3 gu3
头 (tóu) head/hair style/the top/end/beginning or end/a stub/remnant
躺 (tǎng) to recline/to lie down
在 (zài) (located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth
床 (chuáng) bed/couch/classifier for beds/CL:張|张[zhang1]
上 (shǎng) see 上聲|上声[shang3 sheng1]/on top/upon/above/upper/previous
家人的安慰,劝解，她一句也听不进。
The family's comfort, persuasion, she did not listen to a word.
家人的安慰,
jiā rén de ān wèi
The comfort of family members,
家人 (jiā rén) household/(one's) family
家 (jiā) home/family/(polite) my (sister uncle etc)/classifier for
人 (rén) man/person/people/CL:個|个[ge4]位[wei4]
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
安慰 (ān wèi) to comfort/to console/CL:個|个[ge4]
安 (ān) content/calm/still/quiet/safe/secure/in good health/to find
慰 (wèi) to comfort/to console/to reassure
劝解，
quàn jiě
Persuasion.
劝解 (quàn jiě) conciliation/mediation/to mollify/to propitiate/to
劝 (quàn) to advise/to urge/to try to persuade/to exhort/to console
解 (jiě) to divide/to break up/to split/to separate/to dissolve/to
她一句也听不进。
tā yī gōu yě tīng bù jìn
She couldn't listen to a word of it.
她 (tā) she
一句 (yī gōu) a line of verse/a sentence
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
句 (gōu) sentence/clause/phrase/classifier for phrases or lines of
也 (yě) also/too/(in Classical Chinese) final particle implying
听 (tīng) smile (archaic)
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
进 (jìn) to go forward/to advance/to go in/to enter/to put in/to
到了晚上，男友过来，揭开她蒙在身上和脸上的被子，把一张写满了字的纸放到她眼前，说：我知道你现在非常痛苦，你也完全有理由痛苦，即使你有100个痛苦也不过份。
At the end of the day, her boyfriend came over, uncovered her body and face, put a piece of paper full of words in front of her eyes and said: I know you are in a lot of pain, and you have every reason to be in pain, even if you have 100 pain is not too much.
到了晚上，
dào le wǎn shǎng
By the end of the day.
到了 (dào le) at last/finally/in the end
到 (dào) to (a place)/until (a time)/up to/to go/to arrive/(verb
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
晚上 (wǎn shǎng) evening/night/CL:個|个[ge4]/in the evening
晚 (wǎn) evening/night/late
上 (shǎng) see 上聲|上声[shang3 sheng1]/on top/upon/above/upper/previous
男友过来，
nán yǒu guō lái
Boyfriend coming over.
男友 (nán yǒu) boyfriend
男 (nán) male/Baron lowest of five orders of nobility 五等爵位[wu3 deng3
友 (yǒu) friend
过来 (guō lái) to come over/to manage/to handle/to be able to take care of
过 (guō) to cross/to go over/to pass (time)/to celebrate (a holiday)
来 (lái) to come/to arrive/to come round/ever since/next
揭开她蒙在身上和脸上的被子，
jiē kāi tā mēng zài shēn shǎng hé liǎn shǎng de bèi zǐ
Removing the covers that covered her body and face, the
揭开 (jiē kāi) to uncover/to open
揭 (jiē) to take the lid off/to expose/to unmask
开 (kāi) to open/to start/to turn on/to boil/to write out (a
她 (tā) she
蒙 (mēng) Mongol ethnic group/abbr. for Mongolia 蒙古國|蒙古国[Meng3 gu3
在身 (zài shēn) to possess/to be occupied or burdened with (work a contract
在 (zài) (located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth
身 (shēn) body/life/oneself/personally/one's morality and conduct/the
上 (shǎng) see 上聲|上声[shang3 sheng1]/on top/upon/above/upper/previous
和 (hé) and/together with/with/sum/union/peace/harmony/Taiwan pr.
脸 (liǎn) face/CL:張|张[zhang1]個|个[ge4]
上 (shǎng) see 上聲|上声[shang3 sheng1]/on top/upon/above/upper/previous
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
被子 (bèi zǐ) quilt/CL:床[chuang2]
被 (bèi) quilt/by/(indicates passive-voice clauses)/(literary) to
子 (zǐ) son/child/seed/egg/small thing/1st earthly branch: 11
把一张写满了字的纸放到她眼前，
bǎ yī zhāng xiě mǎn le zì de zhǐ fàng dào tā yǎn qián
Putting a piece of paper with writing all over it in front of her eyes.
把 (bǎ) to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
张 (zhāng) to open up/to spread/sheet of paper/classifier for flat
写 (xiě) to write
满 (mǎn) Manchu ethnic group/to fill/full/filled/packed/fully
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
字 (zì) letter/symbol/character/word/CL:個|个[ge4]/courtesy or style
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
纸 (zhǐ) paper/CL:張|张[zhang1]沓[da2]/classifier for documents letter
放 (fàng) to put/to place/to release/to free/to let go/to let out/to
到 (dào) to (a place)/until (a time)/up to/to go/to arrive/(verb
她 (tā) she
眼前 (yǎn qián) before one's eyes/now/at present
眼 (yǎn) eye/small hole/crux (of a matter)/CL:隻|只[zhi1]雙|双[shuang1]
前 (qián) front/forward/ahead/first/top (followed by a number)/future
说：
shuì
Says.
说 (shuì) to persuade/to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off
我知道你现在非常痛苦，
wǒ zhī dào nǐ xiàn zài fēi cháng tòng kǔ
I know you are in a lot of pain right now.
我 (wǒ) I/me/my
知道 (zhī dào) to know/to become aware of/also pr. [zhi1 dao5]
知 (zhī) to know/to be aware
道 (dào) road/path/CL:條|条[tiao2]股[gu3]/principle/truth/morality
你 (nǐ) you (informal as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])
现在 (xiàn zài) now/at present/at the moment/modern/current/nowadays
现 (xiàn) to appear/present/now/existing/current
在 (zài) (located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth
非常 (fēi cháng) very/very much/unusual/extraordinary
非 (fēi) abbr. for 非洲[Fei1 zhou1] Africa/to not be/not/wrong
常 (cháng) always/ever/often/frequently/common/general/constant
痛苦 (tòng kǔ) pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]
痛 (tòng) ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly
苦 (kǔ) bitter/hardship/pain/to suffer/to bring suffering to
你也完全有理由痛苦，
nǐ yě wán quán yǒu lǐ yóu tòng kǔ
You have every reason to be miserable, too.
你 (nǐ) you (informal as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])
也 (yě) also/too/(in Classical Chinese) final particle implying
完全 (wán quán) complete/whole/totally/entirely
完 (wán) to finish/to be over/whole/complete/entire
全 (quán) all/whole/entire/every/complete
有理 (yǒu lǐ) reasonable/justified/right/(math.) rational
有 (yǒu) to have/there is/there are/to exist/to be
理 (lǐ) texture/grain (of wood)/inner essence/intrinsic order
由 (yóu) to follow/from/it is for...to/reason/cause/because of/due
痛苦 (tòng kǔ) pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]
痛 (tòng) ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly
苦 (kǔ) bitter/hardship/pain/to suffer/to bring suffering to
即使你有100个痛苦也不过份。
jí shǐ nǐ yǒu ??? ??? ??? gě tòng kǔ yě bù guō fèn
Even if you have 100 pains is not too much.
即使 (jí shǐ) even if/even though
即 (jí) namely/that is/i.e./prompt/at once/at present/even if
使 (shǐ) to make/to cause/to enable/to use/to employ/to send/to
你 (nǐ) you (informal as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])
有 (yǒu) to have/there is/there are/to exist/to be
个 (gě) individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects
痛苦 (tòng kǔ) pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]
痛 (tòng) ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly
苦 (kǔ) bitter/hardship/pain/to suffer/to bring suffering to
也 (yě) also/too/(in Classical Chinese) final particle implying
不过 (bù guō) only/merely/no more than/but/however/anyway (to get back to
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
过 (guō) to cross/to go over/to pass (time)/to celebrate (a holiday)
份 --not found--
你看，这张纸写的全是痛苦，有100个。
You see, this piece of paper is full of pain, there are 100 of them.
你看，
nǐ kān
You see.
你 (nǐ) you (informal as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])
看 (kān) to look after/to take care of/to watch/to guard/to see/to
这张纸写的全是痛苦，
zhè zhāng zhǐ xiě de quán shì tòng kǔ
This piece of paper is written with all the pain that
这 (zhè) this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier esp.
张 (zhāng) to open up/to spread/sheet of paper/classifier for flat
纸 (zhǐ) paper/CL:張|张[zhang1]沓[da2]/classifier for documents letter
写 (xiě) to write
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
全 (quán) all/whole/entire/every/complete
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
痛苦 (tòng kǔ) pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]
痛 (tòng) ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly
苦 (kǔ) bitter/hardship/pain/to suffer/to bring suffering to
有100个。
yǒu ??? ??? ??? gě
There are 100 of them.
有 (yǒu) to have/there is/there are/to exist/to be
个 (gě) individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects
我们打个赌，你把它一点点撕成碎片，我保证在10分钟内把它拼好。
Let's make a bet, you tear it into pieces a little bit and I promise to put it together in 10 minutes.
我们打个赌，
wǒ mén dá gě dǔ
Let's make a bet.
我们 (wǒ mén) we/us/ourselves/our
我 (wǒ) I/me/my
们 (mén) plural marker for pronouns and nouns referring to
打 (dá) dozen (loanword)/to beat/to strike/to hit/to break/to type
个 (gě) individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects
赌 (dǔ) to bet/to gamble
你把它一点点撕成碎片，
nǐ bǎ tā yī diǎn diǎn sī chéng suì piān
You tear it into pieces a little bit and
你 (nǐ) you (informal as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])
把 (bǎ) to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle
它 (tā) it
一点点 (yī diǎn diǎn) a little bit
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
点 (diǎn) point/dot/drop/speck/o'clock/point (in space or time)/to
点 (diǎn) point/dot/drop/speck/o'clock/point (in space or time)/to
撕 (sī) to tear
成 (chéng) to succeed/to finish/to complete/to accomplish/to become/to
碎片 (suì piān) chip/fragment/splinter/tatter
碎 (suì) to break down/to break into pieces/fragmentary
片 (piān) disk/sheet/thin piece/flake/a slice/film/TV play/to slice
我保证在10分钟内把它拼好。
wǒ bǎo zhèng zài ??? ??? fēn zhōng nèi bǎ tā pīn hǎo
I promise to have it put together in 10 minutes.
我 (wǒ) I/me/my
保证 (bǎo zhèng) guarantee/to guarantee/to ensure/to safeguard/to pledge
保 (bǎo) Bulgaria/Bulgarian/abbr. for 保加利亞|保加利亚[Bao3 jia1 li4 ya4]
证 (zhèng) null
在 (zài) (located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth
分钟 (fēn zhōng) minute
分 (fēn) to divide/to separate/to distribute/to allocate/to
钟 (zhōng) clock/o'clock/time as measured in hours and minutes/bell
内 (nèi) inside/inner/internal/within/interior
把 (bǎ) to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle
它 (tā) it
拼 (pīn) to piece together/to join together/to stake all/adventurous
好 (hǎo) good/well/proper/good to/easy to/very/so/(suffix indicating
她看了看，接过来，一下一下，撕成碎片，扔在地上。
She looked at it, took it, one by one, tore it into pieces, and threw it on the floor.
她看了看，
tā kān le kān
She looked at it and
她 (tā) she
看 (kān) to look after/to take care of/to watch/to guard/to see/to
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
看 (kān) to look after/to take care of/to watch/to guard/to see/to
接过来，
jiē guō lái
Take it over.
接过 (jiē guō) to take (sth proffered)
接 (jiē) to receive/to answer (the phone)/to meet or welcome sb/to
过 (guō) to cross/to go over/to pass (time)/to celebrate (a holiday)
来 (lái) to come/to arrive/to come round/ever since/next
一下一下，
yī xià yī xià
One at a time.
一下 (yī xià) (used after a verb) give it a go/to do (sth for a bit to
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
下 (xià) down/downwards/below/lower/later/next (week etc)/second (of
一下 (yī xià) (used after a verb) give it a go/to do (sth for a bit to
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
下 (xià) down/downwards/below/lower/later/next (week etc)/second (of
撕成碎片，
sī chéng suì piān
Torn to pieces.
撕 (sī) to tear
成 (chéng) to succeed/to finish/to complete/to accomplish/to become/to
碎片 (suì piān) chip/fragment/splinter/tatter
碎 (suì) to break down/to break into pieces/fragmentary
片 (piān) disk/sheet/thin piece/flake/a slice/film/TV play/to slice
扔在地上。
rēng zài de shǎng
Throw it on the ground.
扔 (rēng) to throw/to throw away
在地 (zài de) local
在 (zài) (located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth
地 (de) -ly/structural particle: used before a verb or adjective
上 (shǎng) see 上聲|上声[shang3 sheng1]/on top/upon/above/upper/previous
不一会儿，地下就堆满了碎纸片。
In a short time, the ground was filled with shreds of paper.
不一会儿，
bù yī huì ér
Not long after that
不一会 (bù yī huì) soon
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
会 (huì) can/to be possible/to be able to/will/to be likely to/to be
儿 (ér) child/son/non-syllabic diminutive suffix/retroflex final
地下就堆满了碎纸片。
de xià jiù duī mǎn le suì zhǐ piān
The ground is then littered with shredded paper.
地下 (de xià) underground/subterranean/covert
地 (de) -ly/structural particle: used before a verb or adjective
下 (xià) down/downwards/below/lower/later/next (week etc)/second (of
就 (jiù) at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already
堆满 (duī mǎn) to pile up
堆 (duī) to pile up/to heap up/a mass/pile/heap/stack/large amount
满 (mǎn) Manchu ethnic group/to fill/full/filled/packed/fully
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
碎 (suì) to break down/to break into pieces/fragmentary
纸片 (zhǐ piān) a piece scrap or fragment of paper
纸 (zhǐ) paper/CL:張|张[zhang1]沓[da2]/classifier for documents letter
片 (piān) disk/sheet/thin piece/flake/a slice/film/TV play/to slice
男友弯下身，一一拣拣起来，坐在一旁的写字台上，一块一块的拼。
The boyfriend bent down, picking up one by one, sitting aside on the writing desk, piece by piece, spell by spell.
男友弯下身，
nán yǒu wān xià shēn
Boyfriend bends down and
男友 (nán yǒu) boyfriend
男 (nán) male/Baron lowest of five orders of nobility 五等爵位[wu3 deng3
友 (yǒu) friend
弯 (wān) to bend/bent/a bend/a turn (in the road etc)/CL:道[dao4]
下身 (xià shēn) lower part of the body/genitalia/trousers
下 (xià) down/downwards/below/lower/later/next (week etc)/second (of
身 (shēn) body/life/oneself/personally/one's morality and conduct/the
一一拣拣起来，
yī yī jiǎn jiǎn qǐ lái
Pick them up one by one.
一一 (yī yī) one by one/one after another
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
拣 (jiǎn) to choose/to pick/to sort out/to pick up
拣起 (jiǎn qǐ) to pick up
拣 (jiǎn) to choose/to pick/to sort out/to pick up
起 (qǐ) to rise/to raise/to get up/to set out/to start/to appear/to
来 (lái) to come/to arrive/to come round/ever since/next
坐在一旁的写字台上，
zuò zài yī páng de xiě zì tāi shǎng
Sitting at a writing desk on the side of
坐在一旁的写字台上 --not found--
在 (zài) (located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth
一旁 (yī páng) aside/to the side of
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
旁 (páng) beside/one side/other/side/self/the right-hand side of
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
写字台 (xiě zì tāi) writing desk
写 (xiě) to write
字 (zì) letter/symbol/character/word/CL:個|个[ge4]/courtesy or style
台 (tāi) desk/table/counter/Taiwan (abbr.)/platform/stage/terrace
上 (shǎng) see 上聲|上声[shang3 sheng1]/on top/upon/above/upper/previous
一块一块的拼。
yī kuài yī kuài de pīn
Piece by piece.
一块 (yī kuài) one block/one piece/one (unit of money)/together/in the
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
块 (kuài) lump (of earth)/chunk/piece/classifier for pieces of cloth
一块 (yī kuài) one block/one piece/one (unit of money)/together/in the
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
块 (kuài) lump (of earth)/chunk/piece/classifier for pieces of cloth
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
拼 (pīn) to piece together/to join together/to stake all/adventurous
果然，用了不到10分钟，就拼好了。
Sure enough, it took less than 10 minutes to put it together.
果然，
guǒ rán
Sure enough.
果然 (guǒ rán) really/sure enough/as expected/if indeed
果 (guǒ) fruit/result/resolute/indeed/if really
然 (rán) correct/right/so/thus/like this/-ly
用了不到10分钟，
yòng le bù dào ??? ??? fēn zhōng
It took less than 10 minutes.
用 (yòng) to use/to employ/to have to/to eat or drink/expense or
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
不到 (bù dào) not to arrive/not reaching/insufficient/less than
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
到 (dào) to (a place)/until (a time)/up to/to go/to arrive/(verb
分钟 (fēn zhōng) minute
分 (fēn) to divide/to separate/to distribute/to allocate/to
钟 (zhōng) clock/o'clock/time as measured in hours and minutes/bell
就拼好了。
jiù pīn hǎo le
Just put it together.
就 (jiù) at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already
拼 (pīn) to piece together/to join together/to stake all/adventurous
好 (hǎo) good/well/proper/good to/easy to/very/so/(suffix indicating
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
她看着那些刚刚被自己撕成碎片,现在竟又粘贴在一起的痛苦，十分惊讶，终于开口，说了第一句话：你是怎么拼好的？很简单。
She looked at those who had just been torn into pieces, and now they were pasted together again, very surprised, finally spoke, said the first words: How did you put it together? It was very simple.
她看着那些刚刚被自己撕成碎片,
tā kān zhāo nā xiē gāng gāng bèi zì jǐ sī chéng suì piān
She looked at those who had just been torn to pieces by themselves,
她 (tā) she
看 (kān) to look after/to take care of/to watch/to guard/to see/to
着 (zhāo) (chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/to touch/to
那些 (nā xiē) those
那 (nā) that/those/then (in that case)/commonly pr. [nei4] before a
些 (xiē) classifier indicating a small amount or small number
刚刚 (gāng gāng) just recently/just a moment ago
刚 (gāng) hard/firm/strong/just/barely/exactly
刚 (gāng) hard/firm/strong/just/barely/exactly
被 (bèi) quilt/by/(indicates passive-voice clauses)/(literary) to
自己 (zì jǐ) oneself/one's own
自 (zì) self/oneself/from/since/naturally/surely
己 (jǐ) self/oneself/sixth of the ten Heavenly Stems 十天干[shi2 tian1
撕 (sī) to tear
成 (chéng) to succeed/to finish/to complete/to accomplish/to become/to
碎片 (suì piān) chip/fragment/splinter/tatter
碎 (suì) to break down/to break into pieces/fragmentary
片 (piān) disk/sheet/thin piece/flake/a slice/film/TV play/to slice
现在竟又粘贴在一起的痛苦，
xiàn zài jìng yòu nián tiē zài yī qǐ de tòng kǔ
Now even pasted together with the pain that
现在 (xiàn zài) now/at present/at the moment/modern/current/nowadays
现 (xiàn) to appear/present/now/existing/current
在 (zài) (located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth
竟 (jìng) unexpectedly/actually/to go so far as to/indeed
又 (yòu) (once) again/also/both... and.../and yet/(used for
粘贴 (nián tiē) to stick/to affix/to adhere/to paste (as in \copy and
粘 (nián) to glue/to paste/to adhere/to stick to
贴 (tiē) to stick/to paste/to post (e.g. on a blog)/to keep close to
在一起 (zài yī qǐ) together
在 (zài) (located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
起 (qǐ) to rise/to raise/to get up/to set out/to start/to appear/to
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
痛苦 (tòng kǔ) pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]
痛 (tòng) ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly
苦 (kǔ) bitter/hardship/pain/to suffer/to bring suffering to
十分惊讶，
shí fēn jīng yà
Very surprised.
十分 (shí fēn) very/completely/utterly/extremely/absolutely/hundred
十 (shí) ten/10
分 (fēn) to divide/to separate/to distribute/to allocate/to
惊讶 (jīng yà) amazed/astonished/to surprise/amazing/astonishment/awe
惊 (jīng) to startle/to be frightened/to be scared/alarm
讶 (yà) astounded
终于开口，
zhōng yú kāi kǒu
Finally speaking up.
终于 (zhōng yú) at last/in the end/finally/eventually
终 (zhōng) end/finish
于 (yú) in/at/to/from/by/than/out of
开口 (kāi kǒu) to open one's mouth/to start to talk
开 (kāi) to open/to start/to turn on/to boil/to write out (a
口 (kǒu) mouth/classifier for things with mouths (people domestic
说了第一句话：
shuì le dì yī gōu huà
Said the first sentence.
说 (shuì) to persuade/to speak/to say/to explain/to scold/to tell off
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
第一 (dì yī) first/number one/primary
第 (dì) (prefix indicating ordinal number e.g. first number two
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
句 (gōu) sentence/clause/phrase/classifier for phrases or lines of
话 (huà) dialect/language/spoken words/speech/talk/words
你是怎么拼好的？
nǐ shì zěn me pīn hǎo de
How did you put it together?
你 (nǐ) you (informal as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
怎么 (zěn me) how?/what?/why?
怎 (zěn) how
么 (me) exclamatory final particle/interrogative final particle
拼 (pīn) to piece together/to join together/to stake all/adventurous
好 (hǎo) good/well/proper/good to/easy to/very/so/(suffix indicating
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
很简单。
hěn jiǎn chán
It's simple.
很 (hěn) (adverb of degree)/quite/very/awfully
简单 (jiǎn chán) simple/not complicated
简 (jiǎn) simple/uncomplicated/letter/to choose/to select/bamboo
单 (chán) bill/list/form/single/only/sole/odd number/CL:個|个[ge4]
你看，男友把纸翻过来，只见纸的背面用红色彩笔写着一个硕大的快乐，两个字占满了一张纸。
You see, the boyfriend turned the paper over, only to see the back of the paper with a large happy written in red colored pen, two words fill up a sheet of paper.
你看，
nǐ kān
You see.
你 (nǐ) you (informal as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])
看 (kān) to look after/to take care of/to watch/to guard/to see/to
男友把纸翻过来，
nán yǒu bǎ zhǐ fān guō lái
The boyfriend turned the paper over and
男友 (nán yǒu) boyfriend
男 (nán) male/Baron lowest of five orders of nobility 五等爵位[wu3 deng3
友 (yǒu) friend
把 (bǎ) to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle
纸 (zhǐ) paper/CL:張|张[zhang1]沓[da2]/classifier for documents letter
翻过来 (fān guō lái) to overturn/to turn upside down
翻 (fān) to turn over/to flip over/to overturn/to rummage through/to
过 (guō) to cross/to go over/to pass (time)/to celebrate (a holiday)
来 (lái) to come/to arrive/to come round/ever since/next
只见纸的背面用红色彩笔写着一个硕大的快乐，
zhī jiàn zhǐ de bēi miàn yòng hóng sè cǎi bǐ xiě zhāo yī gě shuò dà de kuài lè
Only the back of the paper with a large happy written in red colored pen.
只 (zhī) only/merely/just/but
见 (jiàn) to see/to meet/to appear (to be sth)/to interview/to appear
纸 (zhǐ) paper/CL:張|张[zhang1]沓[da2]/classifier for documents letter
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
背面 (bēi miàn) the back/the reverse side/the wrong side
背 (bēi) to be burdened/to carry on the back or shoulder/the back of
面 (miàn) face/side/surface/aspect/top/classifier for flat surfaces
用 (yòng) to use/to employ/to have to/to eat or drink/expense or
红色 (hóng sè) red (color)/revolutionary
红 (hóng) red/popular/revolutionary/bonus
色 (sè) color/CL:種|种[zhong3]/look/appearance/sex/color/dice
彩 (cǎi) (bright) color/variety/applause/applaud/lottery prize
笔 (bǐ) pen/pencil/writing brush/to write or compose/the strokes of
写 (xiě) to write
着 (zhāo) (chess) move/trick/all right!/(dialect) to add/to touch/to
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
个 (gě) individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects
硕大 (shuò dà) big/huge/massive
硕 (shuò) large/big
大 (dà) big/huge/large/major/great/wide/deep/older (than)/oldest
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
快乐 (kuài lè) happy/merry
快 (kuài) rapid/quick/speed/rate/soon/almost/to make haste/clever
乐 (lè) happy/cheerful/to laugh/music
两个字占满了一张纸。
liǎng gě zì zhān mǎn le yī zhāng zhǐ
Two words fill a sheet of paper.
两 (liǎng) two/both/some/a few/tael unit of weight equal to 50 grams
个 (gě) individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects
字 (zì) letter/symbol/character/word/CL:個|个[ge4]/courtesy or style
占满 (zhān mǎn) to fill/to occupy completely
占 (zhān) to observe/to divine/to take possession of/to occupy/to
满 (mǎn) Manchu ethnic group/to fill/full/filled/packed/fully
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
张 (zhāng) to open up/to spread/sheet of paper/classifier for flat
纸 (zhǐ) paper/CL:張|张[zhang1]沓[da2]/classifier for documents letter
我在它的背面写下快乐两个大字，让它充满整个张纸。
I wrote the word happy in big letters on the back of it and let it fill the whole sheet.
我在它的背面写下快乐两个大字，
wǒ zài tā de bēi miàn xiě xià kuài lè liǎng gě dà zì
I wrote Happy in big letters on the back of it.
我 (wǒ) I/me/my
在 (zài) (located) at/(to be) in/to exist/in the middle of doing sth
它 (tā) it
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
背面 (bēi miàn) the back/the reverse side/the wrong side
背 (bēi) to be burdened/to carry on the back or shoulder/the back of
面 (miàn) face/side/surface/aspect/top/classifier for flat surfaces
写下 (xiě xià) to write down
写 (xiě) to write
下 (xià) down/downwards/below/lower/later/next (week etc)/second (of
快乐 (kuài lè) happy/merry
快 (kuài) rapid/quick/speed/rate/soon/almost/to make haste/clever
乐 (lè) happy/cheerful/to laugh/music
两 (liǎng) two/both/some/a few/tael unit of weight equal to 50 grams
个 (gě) individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects
大 (dà) big/huge/large/major/great/wide/deep/older (than)/oldest
字 (zì) letter/symbol/character/word/CL:個|个[ge4]/courtesy or style
让它充满整个张纸。
ràng tā chōng mǎn zhěng gě zhāng zhǐ
Let it fill the whole sheet of paper.
让 (ràng) to yield/to permit/to let sb do sth/to have sb do sth/to
它 (tā) it
充满 (chōng mǎn) full of/brimming with/very full/permeated
充 (chōng) to fill/to satisfy/to fulfill/to act in place of/substitute
满 (mǎn) Manchu ethnic group/to fill/full/filled/packed/fully
整个 (zhěng gě) whole/entire/total
整 (zhěng) exactly/in good order/whole/complete/entire/in order
个 (gě) individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects
张 (zhāng) to open up/to spread/sheet of paper/classifier for flat
纸 (zhǐ) paper/CL:張|张[zhang1]沓[da2]/classifier for documents letter
拼的时候翻过来，按照快乐的笔画拼，这样，一会儿就把它拼好了。
When spelling, turn it over and spell it according to the happy strokes, so that it will be ready in a while.
拼的时候翻过来，
pīn de shí hòu fān guō lái
Turn it over when you spell it.
拼 (pīn) to piece together/to join together/to stake all/adventurous
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
时候 (shí hòu) time/length of time/moment/period
时 (shí) o'clock/time/when/hour/season/period
候 (hòu) to wait/to inquire after/to watch/season/climate/(old)
翻过来 (fān guō lái) to overturn/to turn upside down
翻 (fān) to turn over/to flip over/to overturn/to rummage through/to
过 (guō) to cross/to go over/to pass (time)/to celebrate (a holiday)
来 (lái) to come/to arrive/to come round/ever since/next
按照快乐的笔画拼，
àn zhào kuài lè de bǐ huà pīn
Spell according to the happy strokes.
按照 (àn zhào) according to/in accordance with/in the light of/on the
按 (àn) to press/to push/to leave aside or shelve/to control/to
照 (zhào) according to/in accordance with/to shine/to illuminate/to
快乐 (kuài lè) happy/merry
快 (kuài) rapid/quick/speed/rate/soon/almost/to make haste/clever
乐 (lè) happy/cheerful/to laugh/music
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
笔画 (bǐ huà) strokes of a Chinese character
笔 (bǐ) pen/pencil/writing brush/to write or compose/the strokes of
画 (huà) null
拼 (pīn) to piece together/to join together/to stake all/adventurous
这样，
zhè yàng
In this way
这样 (zhè yàng) this kind of/so/this way/like this/such
这 (zhè) this/these/(commonly pr. [zhei4] before a classifier esp.
样 (yàng) manner/pattern/way/appearance/shape/classifier: kind type
一会儿就把它拼好了。
yī huì ér jiù bǎ tā pīn hǎo le
It took a while to put it together.
一会儿 (yī huì ér) a moment/a while/in a moment/now...now.../also pr. [yi1
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
会 (huì) can/to be possible/to be able to/will/to be likely to/to be
儿 (ér) child/son/non-syllabic diminutive suffix/retroflex final
就 (jiù) at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already
把 (bǎ) to hold/to contain/to grasp/to take hold of/handle/particle
它 (tā) it
拼 (pīn) to piece together/to join together/to stake all/adventurous
好 (hǎo) good/well/proper/good to/easy to/very/so/(suffix indicating
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
亲爱的，无论何时，你要记住，痛苦的背面，就是快乐！中国的大学你读不了，可是，全世界，不止中国有大学呀！你不是一直想去美国留学吗？其实我也非常想去。
My dear, whenever you remember, the back side of pain is joy! You can't go to a university in China, but there are more universities in the world than just China! Haven't you always wanted to study in America? Actually, I really want to go too.
亲爱的，
qīn ài de
Dear.
亲爱 (qīn ài) dear/beloved/darling
亲 (qīn) parent/one's own (flesh and blood)/relative/related
爱 (ài) to love/to be fond of/to like/affection/to be inclined (to
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
无论何时，
mó lún hé shí
Whenever
无论何时 (mó lún hé shí) whenever
无 (mó) not to have/no/none/not/to lack/un-/-less
论 (lún) abbr. for 論語|论语[Lun2 yu3] The Analects (of Confucius)
何 (hé) what/how/why/which/carry
时 (shí) o'clock/time/when/hour/season/period
你要记住，
nǐ yāo jì zhù
You have to remember that
你 (nǐ) you (informal as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])
要 (yāo) to demand/to request/to coerce/important/vital/to want/to
记住 (jì zhù) to remember/to bear in mind/to learn by heart
记 (jì) to record/to note/to memorize/to remember/mark/sign
住 (zhù) to live/to dwell/to stay/to reside/to stop/(suffix
痛苦的背面，
tòng kǔ de bēi miàn
the back of the pain.
痛苦 (tòng kǔ) pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]
痛 (tòng) ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly
苦 (kǔ) bitter/hardship/pain/to suffer/to bring suffering to
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
背面 (bēi miàn) the back/the reverse side/the wrong side
背 (bēi) to be burdened/to carry on the back or shoulder/the back of
面 (miàn) face/side/surface/aspect/top/classifier for flat surfaces
就是快乐！
jiù shì kuài lè
Just happy!
就是 (jiù shì) (emphasizes that sth is precisely or exactly as stated)
就 (jiù) at once/right away/only/just (emphasis)/as early as/already
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
快乐 (kuài lè) happy/merry
快 (kuài) rapid/quick/speed/rate/soon/almost/to make haste/clever
乐 (lè) happy/cheerful/to laugh/music
中国的大学你读不了，
zhōng guó de dà xué nǐ dòu bù le
You can't go to a Chinese university.
中国 (zhōng guó) China
中 (zhōng) within/among/in/middle/center/while (doing sth)/during
国 (guó) country/nation/state/national/CL:個|个[ge4]
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
大学 (dà xué) the Great Learning one of the Four Books 四書|四书[Si4 shu1] in
大 (dà) big/huge/large/major/great/wide/deep/older (than)/oldest
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
你 (nǐ) you (informal as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])
读 (dòu) comma/phrase marked by pause/to read/to study/reading of
不了 (bù le) unable to/without end
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
了 (le) (modal particle intensifying preceding clause)/(completed
可是，
kě shì
But.
可是 (kě shì) but/however/(used for emphasis) indeed
可 (kě) can/may/able to/to approve/to permit/to suit/(particle used
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
全世界，
quán shì jiè
Worldwide.
全世界 (quán shì jiè) worldwide/entire world
全 (quán) all/whole/entire/every/complete
世 (shì) life/age/generation/era/world/lifetime/epoch/descendant
界 (jiè) boundary/scope/extent/circles/group/kingdom (taxonomy)
不止中国有大学呀！
bù zhǐ zhōng guó yǒu dà xué yā
China is not the only country with universities!
不止 (bù zhǐ) incessantly/without end/more than/not limited to
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
止 (zhǐ) to stop/to prohibit/until/only
中国 (zhōng guó) China
中 (zhōng) within/among/in/middle/center/while (doing sth)/during
国 (guó) country/nation/state/national/CL:個|个[ge4]
有 (yǒu) to have/there is/there are/to exist/to be
大学 (dà xué) the Great Learning one of the Four Books 四書|四书[Si4 shu1] in
大 (dà) big/huge/large/major/great/wide/deep/older (than)/oldest
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
呀 (yā) (particle equivalent to 啊 after a vowel expressing surprise
你不是一直想去美国留学吗？
nǐ bù shì yī zhí xiǎng qù měi guó liú xué má
Haven't you always wanted to study in the United States?
你 (nǐ) you (informal as opposed to courteous 您[nin2])
不是 (bù shì) fault/blame/no/is not/not
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
一直 (yī zhí) straight (in a straight line)/continuously/always/from the
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
直 (zhí) straight/to straighten/fair and reasonable/frank
想 (xiǎng) to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss
去 (qù) to go/to go to (a place)/(of a time etc) last/just passed
美国 (měi guó) United States/USA/US
美 (měi) the Americas/abbr. for 美洲[Mei3 zhou1]/USA/abbr. for
国 (guó) country/nation/state/national/CL:個|个[ge4]
留学 (liú xué) to study abroad
留 (liú) to leave (a message etc)/to retain/to stay/to remain/to
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
吗 (má) see 嗎啡|吗啡 morphine/(question particle for \yes-no\
其实我也非常想去。
qí shí wǒ yě fēi cháng xiǎng qù
In fact, I would very much like to go.
其实 (qí shí) actually/in fact/really
其 (qí) his/her/its/their/that/such/it (refers to sth preceding it)
实 (shí) real/true/honest/really/solid/fruit/seed/definitely
我 (wǒ) I/me/my
也 (yě) also/too/(in Classical Chinese) final particle implying
非常 (fēi cháng) very/very much/unusual/extraordinary
非 (fēi) abbr. for 非洲[Fei1 zhou1] Africa/to not be/not/wrong
常 (cháng) always/ever/often/frequently/common/general/constant
想 (xiǎng) to think/to believe/to suppose/to wish/to want/to miss
去 (qù) to go/to go to (a place)/(of a time etc) last/just passed
我们做个比赛好吗？我们俩一起报考托福，一起申请去美国读书，看谁先通过？她已是泪流满面，扑进男友的怀抱，用力点点头。
Let's do a contest, shall we? We'll both take the TOEFL together and apply to study in the US together and see who passes first? She was already in tears, jumping into her boyfriend's arms and nodding her head vigorously.
我们做个比赛好吗？
wǒ mén zuò gě bǐ sài hǎo má
Let's do a contest, shall we?
我们 (wǒ mén) we/us/ourselves/our
我 (wǒ) I/me/my
们 (mén) plural marker for pronouns and nouns referring to
做 (zuò) to do/to make/to produce/to write/to compose/to act as/to
个 (gě) individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects
比赛 (bǐ sài) competition (sports etc)/match/CL:場|场[chang3]次[ci4]/to
比 (bǐ) Belgium/Belgian/abbr. for 比利時|比利时[Bi3 li4 shi2]/(particle
赛 (sài) to compete/competition/match/to surpass/better than
好 (hǎo) good/well/proper/good to/easy to/very/so/(suffix indicating
吗 (má) see 嗎啡|吗啡 morphine/(question particle for \yes-no\
我们俩一起报考托福，
wǒ mén liǎ yī qǐ bào kǎo tuō fú
We both took the TOEFL together.
我们 (wǒ mén) we/us/ourselves/our
我 (wǒ) I/me/my
们 (mén) plural marker for pronouns and nouns referring to
俩 (liǎ) two (colloquial equivalent of 兩個|两个)/both/some
一起 (yī qǐ) in the same place/together/with/altogether (in total)
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
起 (qǐ) to rise/to raise/to get up/to set out/to start/to appear/to
报考 (bào kǎo) to enter oneself for an examination
报 (bào) to announce/to inform/report/newspaper/recompense/revenge
考 (kǎo) to check/to verify/to test/to examine/to take an exam/to
托福 (tuō fú) TOEFL/Test of English as a Foreign Language/(old) thanks to
托 (tuō) prop/support (for weight)/rest (e.g. arm rest)/thanks to/to
福 (fú) good fortune/happiness/luck
一起申请去美国读书，
yī qǐ shēn qǐng qù měi guó dòu shū
Applying to study in the United States together.
一起 (yī qǐ) in the same place/together/with/altogether (in total)
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
起 (qǐ) to rise/to raise/to get up/to set out/to start/to appear/to
申请 (shēn qǐng) to apply for sth/application (form etc)/CL:份[fen4]
申 (shēn) to extend/to state/to explain/9th earthly branch: 3-5 p.m.
请 (qǐng) to ask/to invite/please (do sth)/to treat (to a meal etc)
去 (qù) to go/to go to (a place)/(of a time etc) last/just passed
美国 (měi guó) United States/USA/US
美 (měi) the Americas/abbr. for 美洲[Mei3 zhou1]/USA/abbr. for
国 (guó) country/nation/state/national/CL:個|个[ge4]
读书 (dòu shū) to read a book/to study/to attend school
读 (dòu) comma/phrase marked by pause/to read/to study/reading of
书 (shū) abbr. for 書經|书经[Shu1 jing1]/book/letter/document
看谁先通过？
kān shéi xiān tōng guō
Let's see who passes first?
看 (kān) to look after/to take care of/to watch/to guard/to see/to
谁 (shéi) who/also pr. [shui2]
先 (xiān) early/prior/former/in advance/first
通过 (tōng guō) by means of/through/via/to pass through/to get through/to
通 (tōng) to go through/to know well/(suffix) expert/to connect/to
过 (guō) to cross/to go over/to pass (time)/to celebrate (a holiday)
她已是泪流满面，
tā yǐ shì lèi liú mǎn miàn
She was already in tears and
她 (tā) she
已 (yǐ) already/to stop/then/afterwards
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
泪流满面 (lèi liú mǎn miàn) cheeks streaming with tears (idiom)
泪 (lèi) tears
流 (liú) to flow/to disseminate/to circulate or spread/to move or
满 (mǎn) Manchu ethnic group/to fill/full/filled/packed/fully
面 (miàn) face/side/surface/aspect/top/classifier for flat surfaces
扑进男友的怀抱，
pū jìn nán yǒu de huái bào
Jumping into the arms of her boyfriend.
扑 (pū) to throw oneself at/to pounce on/to devote one's energies
进 (jìn) to go forward/to advance/to go in/to enter/to put in/to
男友 (nán yǒu) boyfriend
男 (nán) male/Baron lowest of five orders of nobility 五等爵位[wu3 deng3
友 (yǒu) friend
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
怀抱 (huái bào) to hug/to cherish/within the bosom (of the family)/to
怀 (huái) bosom/heart/mind/to think of/to harbor in one's mind/to
抱 (bào) to hold/to carry (in one's arms)/to hug/to embrace/to
用力点点头。
yòng lì diǎn diǎn tóu
Nod your head vigorously.
用力 (yòng lì) to exert oneself physically
用 (yòng) to use/to employ/to have to/to eat or drink/expense or
力 (lì) power/force/strength/ability/strenuously
点点 (diǎn diǎn) Diandian (Chinese microblogging and social networking
点 (diǎn) point/dot/drop/speck/o'clock/point (in space or time)/to
点 (diǎn) point/dot/drop/speck/o'clock/point (in space or time)/to
头 (tóu) head/hair style/the top/end/beginning or end/a stub/remnant
悟：痛苦是一个深渊，如果不能控制，只能是越陷越深。
Realization: Pain is an abyss, and if you can't control it, you can only fall deeper and deeper.
悟：
wù
Takeaway.
悟 (wù) to comprehend/to apprehend/to become aware
痛苦是一个深渊，
tòng kǔ shì yī gě shēn yuān
The pain is an abyss that
痛苦 (tòng kǔ) pain/suffering/painful/CL:個|个[ge4]
痛 (tòng) ache/pain/sorrow/deeply/thoroughly
苦 (kǔ) bitter/hardship/pain/to suffer/to bring suffering to
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
一 (yī) one/1/single/a (article)/as soon as/entire/whole/all
个 (gě) individual/this/that/size/classifier for people or objects
深渊 (shēn yuān) abyss
深 (shēn) deep/depth/deeply/(of a color) dark/deep/rich
渊 (yuān) deep pool/deep/profound
如果不能控制，
rú guǒ bù néng kòng zhì
If it cannot be controlled.
如果 (rú guǒ) if/in case/in the event that
如 (rú) as/as if/such as
果 (guǒ) fruit/result/resolute/indeed/if really
不能 (bù néng) cannot/must not/should not
不 (bù) (negative prefix)/not/no
能 (néng) can/to be able to/might possibly/ability/(physics) energy
控制 (kòng zhì) control/to exercise control over/to contain
控 (kòng) to control/to accuse/to charge/to sue/to invert a container
制 (zhì) to manufacture/to make
只能是越陷越深。
zhī néng shì yuè xiàn yuè shēn
It can only get deeper and deeper.
只能 (zhī néng) can only/obliged to do sth/to have no other choice
只 (zhī) only/merely/just/but
能 (néng) can/to be able to/might possibly/ability/(physics) energy
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
越陷越深 (yuè xiàn yuè shēn) to fall deeper and deeper (in debt in love etc)
越 (yuè) generic word for peoples or states of south China or south
陷 (xiàn) pitfall/trap/to get stuck/to sink/to cave in/to frame
越 (yuè) generic word for peoples or states of south China or south
深 (shēn) deep/depth/deeply/(of a color) dark/deep/rich
我们应该学会快乐，快乐是战胜自己的前提。
We should learn to be happy, and happiness is a prerequisite for overcoming ourselves.
我们应该学会快乐，
wǒ mén yīng gāi xué huì kuài lè
We should learn to be happy that
我们 (wǒ mén) we/us/ourselves/our
我 (wǒ) I/me/my
们 (mén) plural marker for pronouns and nouns referring to
应该 (yīng gāi) ought to/should/must
应 (yīng) to agree (to do sth)/should/ought to/must/(legal) shall/to
该 (gāi) should/ought to/probably/must be/to deserve/to owe/to be
学会 (xué huì) to learn/to master/institute/learned society/(scholarly)
学 (xué) to learn/to study/to imitate/science/-ology
会 (huì) can/to be possible/to be able to/will/to be likely to/to be
快乐 (kuài lè) happy/merry
快 (kuài) rapid/quick/speed/rate/soon/almost/to make haste/clever
乐 (lè) happy/cheerful/to laugh/music
快乐是战胜自己的前提。
kuài lè shì zhàn shèng zì jǐ de qián dī
Happiness is a prerequisite for overcoming yourself.
快乐 (kuài lè) happy/merry
快 (kuài) rapid/quick/speed/rate/soon/almost/to make haste/clever
乐 (lè) happy/cheerful/to laugh/music
是 (shì) is/are/am/yes/to be
战胜 (zhàn shèng) to prevail over/to defeat/to surmount
战 (zhàn) to fight/fight/war/battle
胜 (shèng) victory/success/to beat/to defeat/to surpass/victorious
自己 (zì jǐ) oneself/one's own
自 (zì) self/oneself/from/since/naturally/surely
己 (jǐ) self/oneself/sixth of the ten Heavenly Stems 十天干[shi2 tian1
的 (de) of/~'s (possessive particle)/(used after an attribute)
前提 (qián dī) premise/precondition/prerequisite
前 (qián) front/forward/ahead/first/top (followed by a number)/future
提 (dī) to carry (hanging down from the hand)/to lift/to put